Priority

Acknowledging that I'm already 19 is easy, but acknowledging my maturity is difficult. Moreover if I link the maturity with life priority. I'm of course 19 and single still. Sometimes some people ask why I am still single, why I do not get a boyfriend, etc. Sometimes some people advice me to place my study first (as my priority) and I should not think about having boyfriend first (not to think about it too much) because they say that your soul mate will come in the right place and in the right time. So, do not worry too much. Do not make yourself in hurry. And I do think that this is right!

I am very thankful that God has opened my mind and my eyes widely. Now, I realize that my study is much more important rather than to think about having boyfriend and to keep my mind busy searching or looking for a boy (I say this because I was always busy thinking of a boy). When I am thinking of this, I remember one thing. I even have not given my best yet in my study (in the condition-I'm single now). What will it be if I am not single? Maybe I cannot concentrate in my study. Maybe I cannot focus well. Moreover if I and my boy have quarrel. It sucks. It kills me and my study well. LOL.

I am very grateful to have a very-very educated family. They are all educated and surely think of the future. I'm glad that my family, especially my mother never rushes me to have a boyfriend (I say this because some parents does, and some others are normative. This is the fact in our society). Instead of rushing me, she encourages me a lot to finish my study in time first, do and give my best, reach my dreams, and gain many achievements as much as you can. She always encourages her children that we are smart, beautiful, and good girls. God has given the best for each of us. So, she said, why are you being so worried about this or that? The thing is not as difficult as you think. You don't need to worry about a little thing, just like having a boyfriend or not or are you beautiful enough or not. Every matter has its time. Don't be rush! :)