I Know There Are Stalkers

Before I write this story, I knew there would be many spies or we now like to call 'em as stalkers who would read my writings. I have known there will be many stalkers read this. But, who cares? Do I? No, I don't!
This time, I would like to share about my random feelings (such an anger in some ways). I would try to share what I feel by explaining a song from Paramore, titled Misery Business. I would elaborate what this song says to me.

"Misery Business"

(hit that, hit that snare)

I'm in the business of misery,
Let's take it from the top.
She's got a body like an hourglass, it's ticking like a clock.
It's a matter of time before we all run out,
When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

Line 1 and 2 suits in my feelings. For me, these lines try to say that the author is in a problem and she's gonna take it from her point of view. Line 4 and 5 also suits in me. In line 4, she wants to say that every matter has its own timing. We all have our time; starting time, and finishing time. In line 5, she wants to say at first, she thought the guy was hers, but unfortunately there was another girl who stole him only by the mouth! Maybe, that girl was trying to speak ill of her to the guy, in order to get his attention or to make him stay away from her slowly but sure.

I waited eight long months,
She finally set him free.
I told him I couldn't lie he was the only one for me.
Two weeks we caught on fire,
She's got it out for me,
But I wear the biggest smile.

Line 9-11 speak something to me. These girls are in quarrel but in silent quarrel. Both of them just try to hide each of their feeling. The causing-problem girl just makes the trouble and she is also somehow a hypocrite. She points at the girl that she is the one who is the trouble maker. However, she only gives smile to the causing-problem girl! Who cares? I do not start the fire, why should I extinguish it?

Whoa, I never meant to brag.
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...